I don’t honestly believe that I ever really lost him. Rather, I feel that as I have grown older my needs have changed. One of those changes is the need to better understand who God is and how he really works in my life. To take it a step further: the need to understand the truth about God, who he is and how best to connect with him. To understand his truth, Gods truth, not that of some organization that wants me to follow their version of His truth. Don’t get me wrong: I am a church going person who believes in the community and faith building premise of an…